by Aerhalev

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Nebel 02:15
This damn cold blood ruling my thoughts
 Don't let me ever disappear I feel it coming to my mind
 It wants my body, wants my life

 Ancestor's acts try to change me
 My darkened mind begins to doubt
 When I am you I don't want to be
 Let me go far away from here, please let me live 

I am alone again. Who am I?
 I wanted this again, I'm a ghost? 
You cannot see me then, I'm so lost
 No one is left for me, no one is there

... I think I'm falling down again
 Something is killing what is left...

 ©Aerhalev 2015
Years of sacrifice and contemplation Love and dedication Fighting for a purpose, your reason to live The things you learned and forged your dreams How can it be they all turned to shadows in silence? All the ones you cared for, all you ever believed Gone and broken, now and forever you're awake at last and it's great so you can live the rest aware and never ever fall again Grasp now what it's real No word will ever save you no one will ever care your forsaken world has turned black Those days will never come back So breathe, breathe when you have your stories you are never alone we're leaving to another place reading the shadows in silence Living in a dreamland I would never be hurt Take me there and I'll rule forever I've created the strangest world no one could ever understand so what do I care for loneliness? ©Aerhalev 2015
Iced Love 05:14
You knew this would happen I know I made the wrong choice And hurt you so much I tried to tell you in so many ways I never left your side Just to see if someday you would forgive me and... Time passed, we think we have someone for us But everything is wrong And I can't understand why you don't seem to notice The Flame, a flame was born when we met Now I realize I always wanted you I needed only you I know you think of me For once admit this is meant to be The pain I caused came back for me It burns and I just can't tell you I'll wait and wait, do you know that? I'll never leave, I'll never ask of you anything in change The flame, a flame will be always yours Till the day I die, I'll always want you I'll always need only you I know you think of me I can't confess but this was meant to be The pain's still here it will remain and burn and I just won't tell you I'll wait and wait hope that you'll come someday I'll never leave and never ask of you anything in change ©Aerhalev 2015
Ghost Muses 05:54
Do you think I'm really meant for you, that I'm supposed to wait for you forever? While you live your life and never see me... You give me drops of light so I won't fall into oblivion and keep me hoping for the love you'd give Promises meant to be broken Day by day I feel I will disappear I have been dead many times because of you I dream while you are awake You make me think you fly with me but do you, really? You like the game, take all and leave me with nothing Alone in my world which might never meet you What do I do with all this pieces that never seem to fit the puzzle? Can I forget? or at least keep it all safe, locked away and silence your lies. Play the game that you like when I still feel the pain and long for the days you were with me I will remember the magic, it's safe inside my mind whether you felt it or not, won't matter anymore Do you think you would remember me, when I decide to disappear forever? While you lived your life and never saw me... Your promises and words were not enough to keep me breathing and I stopped hoping for the love you'd give All my muses are now gone Day by day I see the ghost remains ©Aerhalev 2015
August 25 06:06
There was a time not long time ago Life had no meaning nor did I have a purpose Every day was the same, everything was gray There was no laugh, there was no love The fun was gone and I was left alone Then you came to me and opened my mind You widened my world like you've done before You were always near to give me some light And then I knew our worlds were one And if it wasn't for you I wouldn't live at all And if it wasn't for you I wouldn't dream anymore You even brought back my muse, just look at what you've done All those worlds of creation wouldn't exist without you And if it wasn't for you I wouldn't live at all And if it wasn't for you I wouldn't dream anymore You even brought back my muse and look at what you've done All those worlds of creation wouldn't exist without you We know it isn't easy to make the path we walk But having you in my life is the greatest reward ©Aerhalev 2015
Transition 04:02
I never thought life would be so cruel living within images of fantasy's core I never realized what was going on Hoping for forever till magic would come Now I see much better I'd rather be blind To this world's infection rotting our souls The magic has vanished, we killed it ourselves The innocence's gone, we wanted it that way What would save us now? after all we've done Love, compassion were our hope Now we're taught to hate if we want to survive And kill everything that's given us life Every moment passing and many more of us We try to be someone, try to be known selfishness and envy consuming our hearts how could we leave anything important behind? You fled from this world, the wisest of us you taught us to fight through this life and evolve Wishing we would be as strong as you were That we'd mark this world just as you have done Every step hurts like hell Every tear shed in vain Why do we live in pain? Why did we choose this way? ©Aerhalev 2015
Black Trees 05:18
Sometimes I look back and feel a great void I cannot pretend that I don't care too fast to notice I was leaving now it's all behind you, the black trees, Those days are forever engraved in my mind the beauty discovered, the new life unfolding Leaving the darkness, learning and feeling for real This song is for you, my black trees, we can't be forgotten, our bond never broken the best memories are the ones forever I'll keep, you are part of my life, always in my heart Being young, sad, lost and angry we can't see that we're actually living before we notice, it is all gone and we're left alone, longing for the fun Sometimes I fly, with the moon, the mirror make sure you're safe, whisper a farewell faces and laughter come to my dreams I still hear your voices when I'm awake This song is for you, my black trees, we can't be forgotten, our bond never broken the best memories are the ones I keep, you are part of my life, always in my heart ©Aerhalev 2015
The Storm 04:43
For many years I've tried to fight the dark that lies inside Strange thoughts and emotions telling me something's wrong and there is nowhere to hide... Like everyone else I have my own demons they come to me when a storm is around then they take everything from me and leave me empty in the dark After many many battles Losing more than I can remember I have come to know them You won't get what you want this time... I've chosen to live my life You will not enter my mind At last, I'm strong enough to stand against you, defeat you and move on Today I opened my eyes and felt the peace inside I am safe and free I've kept all my dreams They,re gone, they've vanished ©Aerhalev 2015


Aerhalev's First Full Length Album.

Aerhalev is a music project created by singer, composer and illustrator Alev.

It's a classical music project which, combining music and art takes you to a dark and magical journey.


released October 25, 2015

All songs composed and performed by Alev
except Shadows in Silence (piano composed by Daniel Padrón).
Produced and mixed by Alev and Alex Irae.
Artwork, design and video created by Alev Art.
© 2015 Aerhalev.
Unauthorized copying, hiring, lending, public performance and broadcasting of this recording prohibited.


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Music project created by singer and composer Alev

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